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nick_je
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02:05 pm
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Drugs, death metal and black lipstick
Im still here. Im in college now! Somebody save me... The course itself is fun but I cant cope with the lack of money. Im not used to this. I cant afford to keep buying cool clothes and im always soba. It somehow doesnt feel right. Not to mention I stand out like a sore thumb in the college. Iv already had a few comments about my long hair, and the fact I wear lipstick. Nice people in the class though :D I wish id kept updating my old blog as a lot has happend in the last few months but I dont really wanna go over it all. I feel iv changed as a person - I just cant explain how. Me and Lizi split up for a few reasons, however she has allowed me to stay in the flat which is cool. So I guess were just good freinds now. Iv now got many friends and many enimies. I have since got new girlfriend. She was amazing! I started to really fall for her but then she dumped me (my fault). Probably worked out for the best as she was a very strong christian, and had many views (religeous or otherwise) that conflicted with mine. I hate myself for losing her though. I get tears in my eyes when I hear the name Zoe.
Last of all im seeing Marylin Manson in December, so I'll keep you updated on that. Since I really do feel iv changed I think another one of them survey things is needed :p Sorry lol. Take care, Nick
Current Location: College
Current Mood:  Help me
Current Music: Deathstars
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12:17 pm
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Just doss'in
Original topic: http://c.1asphost.com/nicksblog/blog/blog_commento.asp?blog_id=79&month=6&year=2005&giorno=&archivio=
hmm...trying to think of something to write.
Oh yeah Django showed me a website called salad fingers.
Link - http://www.fat-pie.com/salad.htm
This is not the best one, but it is the first. Personally I found it hilarious but I think its meant to be disturbing.
Thanks to Mark for pointing out my love for Django on the forum.
Anyway moving on. Im starting the training for my new job tomorrow evening. Im a bit exited because it means I get to leave the crapy job im in at the moment and get paid more at the same time.
Iv been spending WAY to much money. Okay £50 isnt that much but im skint for the rest of the month. I have to pay for my fake ID, the subs for cadets and the holiday iv PROMISED Lizi!!! (which will come to a lot) Not to mention the alcohol next week. I really need some support because im screwed at the moment and I dont know what to do.
Talking of cadets. Iv left. I didnt really want to leave but the new job hours overlap the time im there. Its kinda sad really. I did like going and there are some people who like me (if not many) and I wont see them again.
Do I seem like the kinda guy whos contantly wrecked, insecure, depressed, unstable, insane and suicidal? Well thats what other people think so im taking a 7 day "drug free" trial. Im going to see if illegal drugs are effecting my mental state. I’ll let you know the result.
Anyway goodbye for now. Im proud of that update so now Im going to watch the Simpsons.
Nite all,
Nick
Current Mood: Should I die yet?
Current Music: Gary Jules - Mad world
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08:54 pm
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Another crap-ish week
Okay, this time when i say im going to update more often I really mean it! I have got an excuse, iv been to busy to get online. You may have noticed I always update on a sunday evening, mainly because I need to chill out after a crap day a work.
I went into college on wednesday like they asked me to. It was just to sign something to agree to finish the work, thats all the work I havnt done! I now have to go in this wednesday to hand it in...beta make a start. I then had to be walked to the other side of the college, since im not allowed to be there on my own anymore! Dont know why, i got kicked out for smoking pot, not for GBH! Anyway the guy with me was nearly half my size so he wouldnt have done much good if I did try anything.
Friday I went to the pics with Lizi. It was cool and we saw "the league of gentlemen:Apocolopse! (My spelling is awful, soz) . The film wasnt that good, it was funny though. Oh well she enjoyed it.
Last night we were both in town and got bored, so I text chris. He got us 8 cans of stongbow and me, lizi and Mel all went back to his house. It was all gud, but I cant really remember much of the conversation.
Overall its been a good week, i left lots of gaps that I dont have time for. Thanks people!
Nick
Current Mood:  I hate everyone!
Current Music: Placebo - Protect me from what I want
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10:42 am
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Nothin Much
This is taken from my blog so if you wanna comment on this, please visit www.skitosfrenia.uk.tt - Thanks
"Nothin much is happening lately, but I thought it would be better to keep the blog updated.
Friday I went out. Me and Mike went to the pub, and dispite the fact Mike’s older than me he looks much younger and the bouncer told us to leave. This was after he let us in the stupid cock. Anyway I met some other people I know and stayed in town untill 3am. Guess I just lost track of the time.
Saturday me and Lizi went out instead and bought 8 cans of strongbow bettween us. We drank all them but it took us a while so we wernt as pissed as we normally are. We then met scot (a young, curious teenager) who kept asking us sexual questions. If he was askin me then i might not have minded, but right in front of me he was asking Lizi stuff like "whats it like for the first time". I dont think he means any harm, hes just a bit of a prat!
Sunday I stayed at Django’s house. It was a good weekend and he played two NIN songs that I never heard before. We also tried to make Pizza. It didnt exacly go how we planed it.
Thats about it really. Oh by the way its not long till I go on holiday for two weeks! Im off on the 19th of may.
Thanks to all the comments last month,
Nick "
Current Mood:  nearly 60 hours without sleep!
Current Music: Nine Inch Nails - 10 Miles High
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03:18 pm
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Crap weekend. Again!
Quoted from http://www.skitsofrenia.uk.tt:
"Ok it wasnt that bad. I went to the Library opposite my currant ’home’ and tried to take out this book. It had lots of interesting javascript in it, only when i tried to get it there was a fine of £4.20! Apparently I had books that were due back in september, so I guess i got let off quite lightly. Only problem is im a bit low on cash right now and i dont have £4, in fact i have 3p in my bank account. Its not really enough to live on. Being on my own is harder than i thought.
Then i went to see lizi again, and spent all saturday with her. She even paid for me to go out that night. We went for a meal in some indian place. The food was very nice, and the bill came to £19 bettween both of us. I feel kinda bad because if I had money I would have paid for us. I normally do though so im not that tight. She even bought me some maltesers in the day!
There is something else i wanna tell you about me and her but im not sure if i want to put it on the net, not yet anyway. If she reads this and tells me its ok then i’ll tell you all.
Last night I went to bed much later than i intended! So this morning when My alarm woke me up i fell back to sleep. The lady running the bnb came and woke me up cause shed made me a coked breakfast and i was late.
Im still trying to think of something to base the forums on, some ideas would be appreciated.
Thats about it for now,
Nick "
Current Mood: I should just give up!
Current Music: Limp Bizkit - Hot dog
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09:20 am
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Still alive
Im still blogging on my site, visit www.skitsofrenia.uk.tt
Thanks guys,
Nick
Current Mood: More than normal
Current Music: Placebo - Haemoglobin
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01:45 pm
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IF YOU DONT LIKE PLACEBO THEN YOUR WELL HORRENDOUS!
This is taken from my blog at http://www.skitsofrenia.uk.tt, therefore some of it may confuse you, so please visit there to post a comment. No signup required.
"Im not gone yet Mark! You dont honestly think you can get rid of me that easily do you. I told you id be back! hahaha!!! Soz i havnt been online for a while. I just havnt found the time and right now im in an exam in college. perfect!
On with the blog - I went out on friday night with Lizi and django (or alex, hes probably guna kill me for using his name). It was ok, i got them both to try diesel and snakebite, which django seemed to like. Duno about Lizi though. I was quite recked, but i could still walk. Django didnt seem drunk at all, its hard to tell with him. We got kicked out of to pubs because they claimed Django didnt look old enough, despite the fact he looks older than all of us. Then we met a load of townies (yes, townies) whom we followed and ended up in someones flat. I know where it was i just dont know whos flat it was. The people there seemed kinda dodgy.
We got outside and Lizi was drunk, and she was shouting. very loud. At me.
An example of this is when i told her to wait for a minute because she was walking off. The reply was "WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I WAIT FOR YOU!!!". This attracted the attention of people across the street. Enough talking about lizi now because she to will kill me.
On to saturaday. Django came back to mine on friday night and he decided to stay for most of saturday, which was cool. I showed him WinMX and we had lots of fun using the chat function. He was typing stuff like ’Pupils’ backwards is ’slipup’. He got me kicked out of two rooms.
When i was left on my own i spent the whole evening listening to placebo. Well back into it now. Its all thanks to Lizi for forcing me to listen to them. Now i cant stop, i listen to their albums on repeat!
Thats it really. Like to see some comments from the regular people.
Nick"
Current Mood:  Completely wrecked
Current Music: More placebo - Sleeping with ghosts
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08:51 am
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I SPEND TO MUCH MONEY - TO FAST
The following taken from MY blog on MY website, but since theres not a lot of people who comment on it im putting it here to:
"i went to shrewsbury today hoping to buy some new clothes. This is beause iv been wearing the same ’MUSE’ jumper for about a week! (I prob shoulnt have said that on the internet). I was hoping to get something simiar from soho, a small shop that i dont really like, mainly because its run by goths. Only when i got there i was told they cant sell them anymore becuase they’ve been banned by trading standards! I cant work out why.
So now i had lots of money to spend on stuff i actually want, so heres what i bought and how much money i spent:
3 DVD’s = £30
3 cd’s = £29
Lizi’s valatines present = £50
(cant say what it is, she might read it)
total = £109
God, i really need to be more carful!"
Please visit my site to comment. Thank you, :)
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Placebo - Commercial for levi
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09:37 am
[Link] | I havnt really got that much to say because my weekend was so crap. I spent most of saturday in town. half of the time i was with lizi, the other half i was in the pub on my own. Its kinda sad really, i go out on my own. It just shows how popular i am.
Anyway i spent sunday trying to get my website to work. I dont have dreamweaver anymore so i had to stick with frontpage/notepad, which are both really crap programs. the website looks a LOT better now.
Click here to view it (you dont need to sign up to comment).
All i need now is a decent logo, and im crap at any kind of graphics so its guna take
ages.
Im not sure if im meant to use lj to advertise my site, but what the hell.
Im back in college now and i have to go and buy lizi's birthday present at lunch time, and get back to col on time. If im late again im in shit.
Later, Nick
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Linkin park - One step closer
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11:15 am
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today
This is the first thing i put in the journal, even though i been signed up for ages.
Still got a headake from yesturday. Me, matt and cat went to the pub. I didnt really drink that much but matt did, and it looks like he whent to work pissed out of his head. Cat was drinking all day and drunk twice as much, although she was still soba. im a lightweight so i got drunk after about 3 diesels.
Please visit my site: http://www.skitsofrenia.uk.tt/
Current Mood:  lazy
Current Music: Cradle of filth
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